Every Thought Is You

I love it how we chill i love are conversation
I’m dealing with this feeling of infatuation
Pacing, don’t wanna force the situation
Waiting for you to make a move, no hesitation
I’m thinking maybe this could turn into something more
I’m feeling you, you got me open for sure
I’m hoping that the feelings are mutual
Trying to hold off cuz I want you to know

Never getting old its only getting better
Treasure the what we share between us its a pleasure
If we have our differences we'll make it work whatever
Cuz of you I’ll never feel alone
Cuz of you my house is now a home again
You’re my inner peace fill my mind at ease
You’re everything I need you to be

I’m addicted to you
When I see you
Wanna be with you
Everything you do
All I dream of
When I wake up
My every thought is you
I’m addicted to you
When I see you
Wanna be with you
Everything you do
I can’t fight it
Cuz I like it
My every thought is you

My every thought is you
I’m thinking about you

Betrayal

Betrayal is inevitable in any relationship... but don't limit that to just relationships... friendships are included.

When a friend betrays you it feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again. 

“A true friend stabs you in the front.”

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE-STFU

It's really been weighing on me
Tell me what did I do
To have ya'll hating on me
When I don't have nothing to prove
Sometimes I shake my head
When I'm laying down in my bed
Thinking 'bout the things been said 
When you really don't know me yet 

It's really been weighing on me
I'm not myself lately
I feel a little incomplete
But I'm not gone lose no sleep
I keep it all in my mind
Cause it gotta get better in time
Why don't you live your life
And let me live mine!

Gotta clear up some things,
There have been many things said about me 
So many opinions, so many judgements, preconceived 
Its out of my character for me to feed into ya,
give it a rest
You must admire me spend so much time on me 
consuming yo head 

AND I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE! 


I can't take no more
I think its time for me to let it all out
I can't take no more
Why my name always up in yo mouth
What you hate me for
I'm so tired of all of these lies
I can't take no more, no more, no more

You,You, You don't know...
You,You, You don't know...
You,You, You don't know...

Leave me alone, leave me alone

Just leave me alone, leave me alone,

Just leave me alone, leave me alone,

Just leave me alone, leave me alone!

SHUT THE FUCK UP OR GET FUCKED UP!!!

Happiness

I POSITIVELY CHOOSE HAPPINESS... How to be happy: I study happiness. I learn happiness. I apply myself these happy lessons to my life. I am what I read. The thoughts I think become feelings. The feelings I feel promote actions. Happy actions create a happy life. A happy life consists of positive thoughts, actions and words. My words are happy words. Happiness is a universal language that never needs translation. When I smile, you know what I speak your language. Happiness Positively Spoken Here.

BE YOURSELF!

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.”

"Seek first to understand then to be understood."

The rules for communication are different in personal relationships than they are in professional ones. In professional relationships our communication aims to persuade; in a loving personal relationship our communication aims to understand. Feeling understood and feeling loved are one and the same. Loving communication is always about our willingness to understand another's point of view without the need to impose our own. We may never agree with their view, but our willingness to listen with deep emotional empathy, understand, and respect their position is one of the greatest gifts of love we can offer.

 "Seek first to understand then to be understood." - Steven Covey

I Am Enough

Each day I will remember....

I have choices
that I can take care of myself
and that it can be my first choice.

That it is okay to say no
whenever necessary
to stand up for myself,
then let it go!

That I do not have to please others
or be everything to everyone.
I do not have to be it all...
who I am now
is enough.

I can be honest and still be kind,
set boundaries and stick to them.
I can consider my own needs.

I will remember to honor myself,
that it is my responsibility
and divine right to do so....
each day.

You Are Awesome

We all need someone who believes in us - someone who sees more in us than we are willing to see. Someone to lift us up when we are down, to push us when we are stagnant, to lean on when we are weary, and to celebrate with when we are triumphant. No matter how strong the voice of our self-confidence may be, knowing that we are supported, appreciated, and held in loving esteem, is the tonic needed for our soul to soar to its highest heights. 

...Love Life.

...Love Life. Two simple words I have learned... Tomorrow is not promised to no one. I just feel that with me being so young I shouldn't have had to deal with issues like this, but it taught me a lesson, to live each day as my last. Makes everything worthwhile. Life is a privilege. Death is inevitable. This I know. But I just hate when my peers have their privilege is taken away early. 

Kids are not supposed to die. It is against all the rules of nature. It isn't fair. It should not happen. Unfortunately, it does happen and when it does, it scares the living shit out of me because I realize that it could easily be me at ANY given time. most young people often think that they are immune to death. They think that death only happens to old people. Its 2011 and I'm here to tell you to Love Life.

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~Rest In Peace Lil Pedro~

Emotion Control

Controlling your emotions doesn't mean ignoring them. It means you recognize them and act on them when it is appropriate, not randomly and uncontrollably. I am not going to lie. I suck at this. For one, I am an extremely emotional guy and it has been said that I am dramatic( I clearly/Strongly DISagree). Anywho, being in control of our emotions is a hard practice that needs to focus on our thoughts and actions at all times. All the time I'm watching myself and still I can lose it. There have been nights before going to bed I review my day's interaction with people and analyse my actions by questioning how could I be different? I always end up with the "I probably should have just...". 


At the end of the day, I've realized, I cannot change or control my emotions. I can learn how to be with them, living peacefully with them, releasing them, and I can manage them, but I cannot control them. I am fine with this. My emotions and I are connected. I think being strongly connected to your emotional life is essential to living a life with high energy and a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction. It's when you dont let it show that you go bookoo fucking crazy and snap somebody's fucking neck! 


Don’t be afraid of your emotions.  Don’t fight them, run away from them,  nor block them out.  Welcome them, regardless of what they are.  We were born with all emotions.  They are neither good or bad, they just are emotions. 


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Be Honest

Dating is complex, but also it's kind of hard to let someone down when you're not interested in them. Some people don't know how to tell someone that they're not interested in them romantically or seeking a relationship with them. This is where many make the mistake of not telling someone the truth about how they're feeling and not being straight with them about continuing the relationship. When you're not honest with people with how you're feeling you make problems for yourself when you can't tell them the truth. A person would rather hear the truth than to be left wondering what they did wrong. Granted, some of us may not be interested in someone or somebody, but what will save a lot of added stress down the line is to tell that person the truth and be honest. Honesty is something that is going to get one further along than someone who can't tell someone the truth and not expect them to read minds.

The fact that honesty is not being used and thats what creates issues for many people. There should be a set of rules in dating that should include mandatory honesty if you are not interested in that person or staying in a relationship. Most of us are seeking a quality dating relationship, but some of us are not using the sense God gave us to really read signals especially when someone's not interested in them. It's not that someone's not into you, it's just that they're not interested in dating you. If that makes any sense. It's easy to get one's feelings wrapped up in dating, but it's also ideal to know when to cut your losses and MOVE THE HELL ON. It's better to be upfront and honest than to be facing someone who you hurt, but could have avoided all that by telling the truth and being honest with that person. Dating is stressful enough without the endless games people are playing these days and have no real consideration towards others by not being open and honest. 

The worst thing is someone playing like they're your woman or man and that's the worst thing someone can do to you. The fucked up thing about it is how many people are being taken for a ride with someone who's using them for their own selfish gain. The most common sign that someone's not into you is when they're only calling you for something they need or want... they don't call for anything else. It's bad when someone's using you and you believe that they're genuinely interested in you, in so many cases that person isn't interested in any part of you. They're doing two things one is trying to spare your feelings, and two taking advantage of you. Here's the thing there's damage and feelings do get hurt...mainly the person who is being taken for a ride. fuck that let me out, I'd rather BEAT MY FEET ON THE PAVEMENT!

Your best bet is to catch the signs that someone's not interested in you early on because it will save a lot of stress, heartache, and drama. If someone tells you that they're not feeling you it's time to look at that and move on because there are too many buses coming in the next 15 for you to be wasting your time with someone who's not worth the games and stress. If someone's dropping hints that they're not interested that's your cue to move on. If someone tells you upfront and flat out they're not interested it's best to move on. It's the difference between continuing to hurt yourself or making room for someone who's truly interested in you and is available for relationships and dating. You save a lot of stress and anxiety by reading body language and even the person's actions such as calling, texting, and coming around. If you find yourself involved with someone who ONLY TEXTS you or takes a long time to return phone calls he or she is not really that interested in you. Men and women who are serious about dating you will call, text, and see you when they say they will NOT when they feel like it.

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