Every Thought Is You

I love it how we chill i love are conversation
I’m dealing with this feeling of infatuation
Pacing, don’t wanna force the situation
Waiting for you to make a move, no hesitation
I’m thinking maybe this could turn into something more
I’m feeling you, you got me open for sure
I’m hoping that the feelings are mutual
Trying to hold off cuz I want you to know

Never getting old its only getting better
Treasure the what we share between us its a pleasure
If we have our differences we'll make it work whatever
Cuz of you I’ll never feel alone
Cuz of you my house is now a home again
You’re my inner peace fill my mind at ease
You’re everything I need you to be

I’m addicted to you
When I see you
Wanna be with you
Everything you do
All I dream of
When I wake up
My every thought is you
I’m addicted to you
When I see you
Wanna be with you
Everything you do
I can’t fight it
Cuz I like it
My every thought is you

My every thought is you
I’m thinking about you

Betrayal

Betrayal is inevitable in any relationship... but don't limit that to just relationships... friendships are included.

When a friend betrays you it feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again. 

“A true friend stabs you in the front.”

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE-STFU

It's really been weighing on me
Tell me what did I do
To have ya'll hating on me
When I don't have nothing to prove
Sometimes I shake my head
When I'm laying down in my bed
Thinking 'bout the things been said 
When you really don't know me yet 

It's really been weighing on me
I'm not myself lately
I feel a little incomplete
But I'm not gone lose no sleep
I keep it all in my mind
Cause it gotta get better in time
Why don't you live your life
And let me live mine!

Gotta clear up some things,
There have been many things said about me 
So many opinions, so many judgements, preconceived 
Its out of my character for me to feed into ya,
give it a rest
You must admire me spend so much time on me 
consuming yo head 

AND I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE! 


I can't take no more
I think its time for me to let it all out
I can't take no more
Why my name always up in yo mouth
What you hate me for
I'm so tired of all of these lies
I can't take no more, no more, no more

You,You, You don't know...
You,You, You don't know...
You,You, You don't know...

Leave me alone, leave me alone

Just leave me alone, leave me alone,

Just leave me alone, leave me alone,

Just leave me alone, leave me alone!

SHUT THE FUCK UP OR GET FUCKED UP!!!

Happiness

I POSITIVELY CHOOSE HAPPINESS... How to be happy: I study happiness. I learn happiness. I apply myself these happy lessons to my life. I am what I read. The thoughts I think become feelings. The feelings I feel promote actions. Happy actions create a happy life. A happy life consists of positive thoughts, actions and words. My words are happy words. Happiness is a universal language that never needs translation. When I smile, you know what I speak your language. Happiness Positively Spoken Here.

BE YOURSELF!

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.”

"Seek first to understand then to be understood."

The rules for communication are different in personal relationships than they are in professional ones. In professional relationships our communication aims to persuade; in a loving personal relationship our communication aims to understand. Feeling understood and feeling loved are one and the same. Loving communication is always about our willingness to understand another's point of view without the need to impose our own. We may never agree with their view, but our willingness to listen with deep emotional empathy, understand, and respect their position is one of the greatest gifts of love we can offer.

 "Seek first to understand then to be understood." - Steven Covey

I Am Enough

Each day I will remember....

I have choices
that I can take care of myself
and that it can be my first choice.

That it is okay to say no
whenever necessary
to stand up for myself,
then let it go!

That I do not have to please others
or be everything to everyone.
I do not have to be it all...
who I am now
is enough.

I can be honest and still be kind,
set boundaries and stick to them.
I can consider my own needs.

I will remember to honor myself,
that it is my responsibility
and divine right to do so....
each day.